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Things so far..

… life enjoying life and programming is so much more rewarding.

I guess only those without a proper channel through which to derive a sense of satisfaction would be able to afford so much time to blog extensively about tiny tiny insignificant stuff in their life, and worst, some blogs that copy and paste content for the sole purpose of what? - to generate a few cents of ad money from “make money from your blog!” scams like nuffang, advertlets and blog2you that only rewards blogs with really high readership but earns ad dollar from advertiser without really paying them out to bloggers on lower traffic blogs.

I haven’t been blogging about my life for quite some time though, so I think it is high time I do, so at least people who RSS this blog or check back frequently will not delete this from their bookmarks.

The ordeal of installing a Chassic Fan to my PC

Recently after installing a new chassis fan on my PC with a fanciful blue LED, i notice that frequent BSODs (blue screen of death) on my PC which are seemingly random (different error code and cause everytime). Thinking that it was due to a partially failed graphic card driver installation I did sometime back, and having a bout of panic attack afraid that I am have broken something on the motherboard or graphic card (due to a loose jumper I also experience inability to boot due to my graphic card popping out of position or having bad contact), I decided to reinstall my entire OS. While I’m at it, I decided to try Vista.

The installation was not smooth and I had BSOD even during the installation, which further suggests that the problem is with my hardware. I panicked more, this system is new, and I don’t have the cash ready to replace any parts. I’ve also just thrown a $350 on a vacuum tube headphone amplifier, the Little Dot MkIII.

Logic dictates that the fan could be the source of problem, because the frequent BSOD only occurs after the installation of that damned CoolerMaster fan. However, ZOMBiE insists a fan causing BSOD is impossible, and after calming myself down and thinking through the whole thing it doesn’t seem likely. While I have made some mark on the internet and software world, I am a total noob when it comes to hardware. After randomly popping out a few RAM sticks and popping them back, the BSOD problem seemed to have gone away. I was relieved at this point.

Then I noticed another problem. Although I have had 3 sticks of 1GB RAM install, my Windows was only reading 2GB. It could be a faulty RAM, or a loose RAM, but CPU-Z, a utility that shows all your hardware information, shows that I have 3 RAMs running in triple channel configuration, which is correct. This resulted in me looking high and low on the internet, and there are so many different users experiencing the same problem as me, and so many possible reasons that I had no idea what to do.

Under the recommendation of ZOMBiE and my random trial and error, I proceed to pluck out all my RAM and re-seat them again. This time, 3GB RAM showed up in Windows, and no more sleepless nights for me.
Damn the CPU-Z for detecting something that Windows cannot even see.

Development of SgZap.com and a mistake

With too much time on hand and my constant need to use my creative juice (I was having frequent headache and sleepless night where my brain would keep on having random thoughts about everything and anything in a jumbled, disorganized manner which happens during school holidays or during long periods of time when I did not do anything productive thinking again.), I decided to come up with some website.
Creating a web app beats creating a Windows app, because there is larger exposure. Also, I already paid big money for my unlimited bandwidth, unlimited space and unlimited domain support hosting, so it is good to make use of it.

Recently there was the hype of tinyurl and other url shortening services, and looking at the miserable interface on tinyurl I decided to make my own with a more user friendly and simple interface. I suck at design, I am still a newbie at PHP, so I downloaded the open source PHURL and started modifying it intensively. I need some graphics, but ZOMBiE wanted to charge me for them, so I decided to keep all graphic elements of the site as simple as possible, so that I can generate them.

And thus, sgzap.com was gone, with fantastic interface compared to that of tinyurl. I even emailed MrBrown to try using it on his twitter instead of tinyurl. One day later I realized my mistake. Twitter automatically uses tinyurl for any links longer than 30 characters. (It uses another URL shortening service now)

I was shocked. My mistake for not researching enough.

I needed to give sgzap a new focus and I finally found it. Traffic tracking. I notice that people love to post links to sites in forums, tagboards etc. However, unless those websites belong to them, they would not be able to find out how many people have clicked and visited the links they post. I added some code to sgzap, (first time I wrote mysql queries) and now sgzap tracks the number of time each of the “zapped” urls are clicked.

So there you have it. SgZap.com. URL shortening feature with real-time traffic tracking.

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Going overseas during Swine Flu

Me and my girlfriend made this travel plan as early as last year, and we went ahead to book our travel 3 weeks ago.

However, with the recent appearance of Swine Flu, we were concerned.

Neverthless, after much discussion we are going ahead with the plan.

Hope all is well, I will be leaving on the 11th and coming back on the 13th.

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My final blog entry as an NSF (ORD LOH!)

This post will only appear on my blog at 2pm, which should be the time I am in camp collecting my pink IC.

Continue reading ‘My final blog entry as an NSF (ORD LOH!)’

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Replaced the motor and esc on my TT01 with a set of brushless ones for low maintenance and crazy torque. Tested drifting with it just now, super shiok!

Had a serious talk with dear yesterday about our relationship, now we understand each other even better.

Someone confessed to my sister after just 3 weeks of school. He is only 166cm tall, can do 28 chin up, is a retainee, and in boys’ school since primary school. Although my sister did not agree to being his girlfriend yet, she changed her facebook status to “in a relationship”. It feels damn weird when your cute little sister is growing out and some stranger is interested in her. Let me see if I can meet the guy soon and give my seal of approval.

Managed to get a 8am-5pm, 5 day work week job with help from my wonderful dad, and without going for an interview, which I totally dread. I was told I can start work anytime one day after sending my Olevel and Alevel cert to the HR manager. It pays $10 per hour and no fucking job agency gets to eat a single cent from my labour.

The spur gear on my E-firestorm is now totally stripped, Taising still has no delivery schedule since 1 month ago when I decided to get a replacement from them. This is disappointing as my E-Firestorm is now grounded.

My brainpower has deteriorated and now that I am really and finally going to ORD, I have decided to blog more regularly. I have decided to stay away from politics though, as I feel I am still too immature to offer my viewpoints on them. Despite the lure of high visitorship by posting brainless and meaningless posts, I’ve decided to use this blog as what it really is… an online diary. A public record of my experiences.

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Blogging SUCKS, and here’s why!!

The above title is one of the blatant method of self-marketing that I so despise. The fact that you are here because of the title, is a demostration which I will talk about later in the entry.

The real title is, On blogging and the Media War

It all began with opendiary.com, a simple online diary concept, that unlike paper diaries at that time, allow you to share what you wrote with friends.

Then came blogger and many similar sites. A few years later, blogging took off in Singapore, one of the slowest to adopt any developments in the IT world.

At that time I always thought that blogging is for girls.

I was in The Chinese High School, and very few people write blogs. Almost all the girls I know owns a blog, and that, I later realise, is only because given my shy nature (ahem), I know very few girls.

For some reason I can’t quite remember, I started my first blog on blogspot when I was in secondary 3. That coincidentally was the period of time when I was most into computer and stuff, turning out windows applications at a regular interval with so many bugs I am ashamed to look at them now.

For many at that time, blogging was not a serious pursue. For most it was just fooling around and writing lots of junk on the internet. For some it was a perfect outlet for the lonely soul. For some it was to share their views with the world.

In around 2004 digital cameras became cheap commodity. A huge number of digital cameras were snapped up by consumers during that time. Even Creative, with their zero expertises in digital cameras, decided to make quick bucks with lousy cheapskate china OEM cameras. Apparently it works. It was a good year for Creative.

Being cheaply and easily available, female bloggers soon found good use for them. Snap snap snap. Camwhore everywhere. Upload on the blog. I have no idea what is their reason for doing so. Born from this was an online form of “perverticism” (a self-invented word). Cyber-perverts would wander the web in search of photos posted by unsuspecting girls to satisfy their little brothers. Sggirls.com raised in popularity due to the huge amount of photos with accidental exposures uploaded by faceless warriors. Some girls who are so stupid, they deserved to be pitied. With personal particulars written on blogs by these girls, our homegrown cyber stalkers bag larger and larger prizes.

I am a guy, so this little back alley of blogging does not concern me. I blogged. And I blogged. And then I noticed that ironically, while writing is a form of recording ideas, the act of writing itself allows even more ideas to form. I love the feel of giving my mind a little work out. I write and write, and as I write, I pondered on more things. And as a result, I write even more. I wrote everything and anything that comes to my mind. It was freedom of speech, pure and simple.

Because of the ease and freedom that blogging provides, and the oppressiveness of our society that is felt by people across all age groups, the number of bloggers grew and grew. Rumours, scandalous news, political criticism. Things were ballooning out of control as Singaporeans weren’t quite ready to be responsible for all the freedom that was available to them through blogging.

Freedom of speech is a form of power. With that comes responsibilities. A couple of Singaporeans soon learn that the hard way. They used words photos to make a mockery out of other’s religion. They were given a little vacation behind bars.

From this, my attitude towards blogging changed. With so many people now blogging and so many people reading blogs, all kinds of bloggers are going to offend all kinds of blog readers. Human beings are individuals, and while we seek one another’s company in small groups, we were never meant to be so connected to each other. Fame wars, bloggers threatening to sue bloggers, people making outcry over what someone has wrote. While Singaporeans ask for freedom, they could not tolerate freedom by others to give alternative views. And that is just a small part of it.

With blogging, the “middleman” (mainstream media) is out of the picture. If an accident happen along PIE at 0800hrs, one used to wait until the evening news before being aware of it. With blogs, anyone who passed by the place of accident can just snap a few photos and upload them within minutes. Mainstream media, with their many guidelines and need to play the role of the government or country’s voice, could never offer as many alternative viewpoints as that of blogs. Local politicians, either because of their absolute incompetency for more than 40 years or because of the doings of some organisation in power, who have never really gained much airtime on TV other than their constant problems and arrests, can now bypass the mainstream media and reach the people through blogs. Likewise, people with alternative political viewpoints or criticism of the established government can communicate and broadcast their message through blogs.

To any government except one that wishes for its own demise, this is bad news, and something must be done. A cloud of fear settled on bloggers. Mr Brown and his suggestive essay! The arrest of Gopalan Nair! The whole crap about “anonymous voices on the internet holds no weight” and then changing the tone later when it was admitted that some agents were paid to post anonymously in local newsgroups and forums to correct thinkings that were off track.

It is things like this that killed me off. I feel that I can no longer blog freely. What I can do is to settle on doing things at a smaller scale, like exposing various lies Anderson Junior College has perpetrated to the media. There were so many red tapes that many times I have written a nearly 500 word entry only to find it too “dangerous” and decided to delete it.

The media had won the war.

Many other bloggers are experiencing the same, and blogs loses its appeal to a large mass of people who wishes to read about differing viewpoints on matters, and hoping to find others with thinking similar to them.

Like a factory (society) producing figurines (people) out of a mould, the one or two who are different are solitary and the internet and blogs allows these real individuals to connect and communicate. This is now no longer possible as the factory is now actively sourcing the internet for defects.

The political and the “thinking” aspects of blogosphere has died. What I call “no-brainer” blogs like
http://www.krisandro.com/ and many such others filled in the void smoothly. In fact, it was so successful that blogging became even more popular than it once was, with more and more what I call the cyber-busybodies as the catalyst. These people simply love reading blogs of strangers detailing what those strangers did and the places they visited for entertainment.

And with Singaporeans, it is always about money. And with Singaporean bloggers, it is largely the same. Nuffang, Advertlets, Blog2u. All singing the same tune and Singaporean bloggers blindly biting the hook. Because you display the ad provider’s ad while the provider source for advertisers, the ad providers enjoyed free ads from tonnes of bloggers. True that some did make a fortune, but those are far and few between.

And then comes along a cheapskate publicity campaign thought of by many commercial entities, known as the “bloggers event”. Invite a few people to visit a place or try a few products, and you get eyeballs on your product or place of interest worth a few thousand dollars for only a few dollars. And bloggers invited to the events actually feel “honored” to be invited to those events, with those not invited trying their best to be so..

The existence of sites like ping.sg also had a part to play in forming the blogging landscape. It does not take a 3 years old to determine that people on that site will choose to read blog entries based on their titles, and many bloggers began to sensationalise their blog entry titles, even to the extend of having no relation to the actual blog entry content, in order to attract visitors. There are also those who source the internet for juicy news and post it on their “blog” to attract visitors and earn advertising dollars.

The act of blogging has evolved and blogs along with it. I, being what I call a “first generation” blogger would have my blog buried by the onslaught of the “no-brainer” blogs, but I will not betray the true spirit of blogging, by blogging truthfully, honestly, not for profit or gains, but to share with readers what I am really interested in, feel strongly about, or wants to say. That is all.

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Audio Rig Update: The Ultrasone HFI150G!

Thanks to my wonderful gf, now I am a proud owner of the Ultrasone HFI150G headphone, my first headphone after I sold away my lovely Koss Portapro a few months back.

Here is a photo of how my audio rig looks like:

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Here is my SGD1300 of Portable Audio Equipment!

This is an update of the portable audio stuff I’m using currently:

1) iPod Touch 2nd Gen 16GB - $498
2) Ultimate Link Elite-i Interconnect - $89
3) iBasso D3 Python DAC + AMP - $319
4) Ultimate Ears SuperFi.5 Pro with Westone ES2 cables - $388
5) Comply T500 Eartips for SuperFi.5 Pro - $6 (disposable)

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Carpe Diam…

Carpe Diam… Seize the day…

In Chinese High one of my Social Studies teacher, Ms Esther Cheong told us about the concept of Carpe Diam.. sieze the day. We should live today as if today is the last, so that there will be no regret.

I was totally taken in by this and even went to extent of counting the total number of hours there are in my life, assuming I can live up to the age of 70. I looked back and was astonished by how much I have wasted my life away in the past few years. From then on I decided to be productive as much as possible.

When I go into Army I had difficulties adapting. Following orders blindly and doing the things that Army do isn’t really my cup of tea. And all these things don’t exact fit my idea of Carpe Diam. My life is mine and I get to dictate it. I want to spend it productively and not by running in circles and marching around. I want the 2 years to be over fast, but that itself would contradict in another manner of Carpe Diam… 2 years speeding pass quickly means 2 years wasted quickly.

When I got downgraded due to coping problems I was revocated as a clerk. Then I start to see what other people would do whenever they are free - sleep. During offs, they sleep at home. During lunch breaks, they sleep. During office hour, they sleep. When there is nothing to do, they sleep.

I simply cannot comprehend this. To quote author Douglas Adams, “Time is wasted in sleeping”. If you sleep 12 hours a day, you are only awake for 35 years before you die at the age of 70. If you sleep for 6 hours per day, you are awake for 52.5 years, a significant increase. I started to despise sleep. Every single second I spend awake must be spent doing something.

Travelling to me is another perfect waste of time. To counter that I spent huge cash on portable audio gadgets, giving me superb enjoyment on those boring journeys. Psp and iPod Touch are in as well for watching videos and playing games.

Running my own websites, blogging, designing The Wicked, building Gundam kits, playing with remote control cars. Not a single moment is spent without doing anything. If I am not working, I am enjoying.

Fatigue from the lack of sleep sets in. Signs of insufficient rest. I have been living the past 6 years of my life without too much of a rest except for my daily 6 to 8 hours of sleep. I am now tired.

I will be abandoning Carpe Diam, something that had guided me for the past 6 years. Living everyday as if it is the last is simply too tiring, and it gives me no future to look forward to.

I am going to live everyday as if it is not the last. Things must be done correctly and foundation must be set. There is a future to look forward to and that gives me hope. To live like that everyday is to live like a dying man with cancer. There is no future for him. There is a future for me.

Seize the future.

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I am fucked up

I am fucked up..

Grave mistakes were made, trust was broken, work (shit would be a better word) is piling up and I can feel my brain freezing up.

I used to be unable to make such grave mistakes. Now I make them. And I have broken people’s trust, and my own dignity and reputation. I didn’t even think through what I was about to do, whether I really meant it, its consequences, and whether it is a right or wrong thing to do. My ability to discern right and wrong is eroding.

I do not know if this is because of the grave financial situation I have put myself in… now I suffering the onslaught of my spendings in the past few months. And as a result there are things that I had to give up. Things I dream about every night. Things that bring me joy. Things that provide me a healthy outlet to relieve my stress and give me time to rest my mind and to relax. My mind is in such a mess now.

I love radio controlled toys ever since I am young. I would always ask my parents to get one for me, and due to their love but weak financial capabilities, I often get cheap toys that spoils within a few months. It has always been my dream to get a hobby grade remote control car, one that could cost a few hundred dollars. I got my wish first with the purchase of a off-road buggy, and then an on-road touring car. Running the cars on slopes, doing drifts, getting the cars chased by small children. Sitting alone at an open court undisturbed and unconnected to everything. Just squeezing the trigger and enjoy the speed. Those are the happiest days of my life. But having a $440 monthly allowance pay from the Army does not allow me to substain this. Random repairs and monthly tire replacements can take up to as much as 1/4 of my allowance. Another 1/4 goes to transport. Damn the high cost of public transportation. I only have 220 to spend on meals. That is like $50 per week.

My savings soon dripped from 5 digit to 4 and when my radio control set developed problems, I held back my tears and told myself, this is it. I love remote control cars, and I love audio gadgets. But I had to sell them. I have to control my spendings. Off goes my Koss PortaPro headphone of 4 years to some lucky buyer. My girlfriend misses it too because in my JC days, she would always help me fold and keep it neatly in its pouch when I was too lazy to. She loves its sound and even its look. I sold off my $300 brushless motor for $165. I sold off Lipo batteries and charger for my remote control. I sold off the only portable headphone amplifier I currently own. I sold off my interconnect cables. I sold off the MylarOne X3i that I so happily keep in an Impact Candy case and love to surprise friends by pretending to offer them sweet and then opening the box to reveal the earphones.

I watched in misery as all these items I so loved landed onto other people’s hand. Once I sold my stuff to a buyer I would turn around and walk away quickly, fighting the terrible urge to turn back and get my stuff back from them. For many weeks I forgetfully open the drawer where I always kept my Koss Portapro and want to use them, only to remember that I had already sold it. For many nights I dream about playing remote control car. The first few dreams I dreamt that I was playing with my own. In the subsequent dreams, I dreamt that I had to borrow cars from my R/C buddies and play them. Whenever I pass by Saujana court, the place where I always play with on-road car, I would feel sadness overwhelm me and I had to turn away. Once I saw an Uncle playing with an on-road there, I walked over to him and asked if I could join him, only to check myself and remember that the only R/C stuff I have left are a few unused wheels.

All these somehow threw me out of whack. I begin to lose interest in what I do. Nothing feels worth doing in this world anymore. With stupid excuses I delegate all my office work to my understudy. I started to treat my friends badly. When an error-filled submission from an Admin Specialist arrive in my mailbox, I would email back in a very “chee bye” manner and CC the email to my superior and his. When Jaben Forum banned me, I went crazy and posted a silly thing on another forum. When my understudy to ask me things he obviously did not know about while I was on leave, I scolded him. I know it is obviously I am becoming what I know I am not and I could not help it.

My hobbies and obsessions and silly spendings had bled my wallet dry, and when I tried to fix it, I bled my soul dry.

I don’t know what to do anymore. I know that not knowing what to do is a common excuse for doing wrong things, but I really mean it when I have no idea what to do.

Can someone please help? What is right? What is wrong? What is my core personality? What should I believe in? Can I ask for forgiveness? Can I ever get out of this rotten feeling and state of mind?

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My online shop has launched!

My online shop has launched!
Check out www.sgshoppin.com

More details soon!

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