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I am dampened. I am disconnected.

Once i possess the creative energies to dream up many ideas, unique ideas, and was able to constantly churn out mind boggling puzzles to entertain the world, so much that I was featured in the local newspaper. That was the me before. Before conscription.

Now hammered by the need for absolute obedience. The mind numbing process of accepting unquestioned instructions. My thinking has dampened. I cannot blog as well as before, and my miserable attempt at turning out 10 new puzzles led to negative receptions. My puzzles aren’t as good as before, they say. My topics for blogging has also shrinked drastically. I can no longer be as creative or write as well as before. I have became the shallow uncreative drone that I so despised.

I am dampened.

Once I was connected to everything and anything. Libraries. Non-fiction books, fiction books. The internet, msn messenger, digg.com, yawningbread.org, tomorrow.sg, ping.sg, thedailywtf.com, Dilbert Blog, Engadget, and alot more. Things that happened around the world, the latest local gossips, IT news, latest gadgets, catching up with friends, the latest Stephen King book, the mystery of cosmology. I have forgotten all and has lost touch with all. I no longer have the leisure and time for these.

Each week when I return home I switch on my router and connect myself to the world. Yet barely 48hours later I have to off my router and return to military life. Switching off my brain. Disconnect. I have became the ignorant human that I have long despised.

I am disconnected.

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